my first valetine's day with my dear~~

this is my first valentine's day having partner...but is husband dy not lover sweet sweet boyfriend...haiz~~never mind however is jus married also like long long time ago being nothing suprise to me >>>haiz====moody > bored > sad > angry ==but no use just feel it myself and cant tell share with anyone~~~~.........

IF~~~~

if i can choose ,can i choose Yu be baby father....!!!!????
maybe now my life will better a bit~~~now not too bad jus is ok ok only~~~~^^^^
how are Yu now~~i really very miss him , i think also hav a bit love him.......he in my heart space are large and heavy then my husband Ivan~~~~~~~~~~
if everything still hav chance `you duo hao' ^^^^
now in my mind all also YU YU YU YU YU YU YU YU YU YU YU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
everything also same not yet get it before all also intrested =======haiz=====
'Yu' you really make me very confuse and missing you, where u going.......???????
where are you.......????????? you already forget me dy~~~~~!!!!!!you already hav new girlfriend>>>>????
dun hav u beside me i really lost myself>>>>>>>>>i really miss YU so much~~~~
can i get you back....???????
i know is impossible thing to get you back,coz what i choose already cant change back and return~~~~~~~~~~